My name is Charlie. This is my road to skinny.
Im 23 years old and finally sick of myself enough to do something about it.
I have a horse, he's my life. He's in my picture, along with my dog Darcie. Without them, I fall apart and break. I am a photographer.

SW: 146- 5'4
CW:146
UGW: TO BE HAPPY

If anyone ever needs anything- I'm hear to talk or just listen. I'm good at both. No one needs to feel alone.

I deleted my progress blog. Looking at it only made me realize how focused on numbers I was. yes I will still photo document my journey but it's for me. Not for anyone else at this moment.

 


get vs angels’ workouts HERE
(LOADS OF) WORKOUTS 
Diet Health:
Worlds Fastest Workout Video
Britney Spears Abs
Kim Kardashian Butt
Britney Spears’ Workout
Carrie Underwood’s Sculpted Legs
Victoria’s Secret
Candice Swanepoel’s Workout
Doutzen Kroe’s Workout
Erin Heatherton’s Workout
Lindsay Ellington’s Leg Workout
Miranda Kerr’s Workout
Selita’s Workout P1 & P2
BODY ROCK
Cardio Exercise
Get Hot Cardio
Kiss My Tight Booty
Feel The Burn
Tight, Toned, Trim
BRAZIL BUTT LIFT:
Brazil Butt Lift Disk 1

Brazil Butt Lift Disk 2
Brazil Butt Lift Disk 3

INSANITY
Fit Test
Plyometric Cardio Circuit
Cardio Recovery
Pure Cardio
Cardio Abs
Core Cardio & Balance
Max Interval Circuit
Max Interval Plyo
Max Cardio Conditioning
Max Recovery
Insane Abs
Max Interval Sports Training
Upper Body Weight Training
Jillian Michaels30 Day Shred:
Level 1Level 2Level 3
Ripped in 30:
Week 1Week 2Week 3Week 4
6 Week 6 Pack:
Level 1
Level 2Banish Fat Boost MetabolismNo More Trouble ZonesYoga Meltdown
Carmen Electra:
Aerobic Striptease
Fit to Strip
In the Bedroom
The Biggest Loser:
Biggest Loser 30 Day Jump Start Workout
Biggest Loser Cardio Max Workout
Biggest Loser Weight Loss Yoga
Biggest Loser Boot Camp Workout
Turbo Jam:
T3 - Totally Tubular Turbo
Cardio Party Mix 1
Cardio Party Mix 2
Cardio Party Mix 3
Fat Blaster


Turbo Jam: Sculpt
Turbo Jam: Ab Jam
Turbo Jam: Punch and Kick
Turbo Jam: Kicking Core
Turbo Jam: 20 min workout
Turbo Jam: 3T 
Turbo Jam: Learn Burn


P90X:
Chest and Back/Ab Ripper X
Plyometrics
Legs and Back
Yoga X
Cardio X
Kenpo X
Shoulders and Arms
Core Synergetics
Stretch X
Chest, Shoulder, and Triceps
Back and Biceps
Tone It Up:
Bikini Abs & Thighs
Sandcastle Workout
Bikini Blast Circuit Workout
Bikini Beach Bum Workout
POP Pilates:
Intense Ab Workout
Saddlebag Shaver
Tricep Toner
Butt Blaster
New Body Make Over
Back Attack
Inner Thighs and Calves
Inner Thigh Insanity
Stretching for Flexibility
Summer Slim Down pt 1
Summer Slim Down pt 2
Arm Attack
Lower Belly Pooch Attack
Thighs, Core, and Shoulders
Legs and Thighs
Beginners Total Body
Crazy Core Workout
Serious Standing for Legs, Butt, Obliques
Love Handles Exterminator
Obliques Ultimate
You’ve Got Abs Challenge!
Flat Abs Challenge
3 Minute Ab Challenge
Slimming Inner Thighs & Calves
Standing Pilates for Legs, Butt & Obliques
Super Butt Workout
Yoga
Dashama Sun Salutations video
Dashama Sun Salutations 2 video
Dashama Hip Stretches
Tara Stiles Bend It Like Tara video
sadienardini 40 minute yoga weight loss videos  Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4
exercisetv.tv Yoga Fitness Plus 45 minute video
exercisetv.tv Beginner Yoga 20 minute video
exercisetv.tv Yoga Sculpt 30 minute video 
exercisetv.tv Yoga Fitness Fusion 45 minute video
Yogis Anonymous Hurts So Good Power Yoga 95 minute video
Yogis Anonymous Blissed Flow Yoga 90 minute

Power Yoga Total Body - With Rodney Yee
Hatha Vinyasa Yoga - With Master Ashish
Basic Yoga Workout for Dummies - With Sara Ivanhoe

No Equipment Home Workout
RUNNING:
Couch to 5K
Post Running Stretch video from FlexibleWarriorYoga

Zumba Workout Videos:

Zumba Power
Zumba Cardio Party
Zumba Basic
Zumba Sculpt and Tone
Zumba Advanced
Zumba Cardio Party
Zumba Toning

Hip Hop Abs With Shaun T:

Hip Hob Abs: Learn To Dance
Hip Hop Abs: Ab Sculpt
Hip Hop Abs: Total Body Burn
Hip Hop Abs: Fat Burning Cardio
Hip Hop Abs: Hips, Buns, and Thighs

The Firm Video Workouts:

1. Target Toning 
2. Total Body Toner
3. Cardio Dance Express
4. Power Half Hour
5. Calorie Explosion
6. Hardcore Fusion
7. Boot Camp
8. Hi Def Sculpt

Power 90 Videos:

Sweat 1-2
Sweat 3-4
Ab Ripper 100 and Sculpt 1-2
Sculpt 3-4
Ab Ripper 100

get vs angels’ workouts HERE

(LOADS OF) WORKOUTS 

Diet Health:

Worlds Fastest Workout Video

Britney Spears Abs

Kim Kardashian Butt

Britney Spears’ Workout

Carrie Underwood’s Sculpted Legs

Victoria’s Secret

Candice Swanepoel’s Workout

Doutzen Kroe’s Workout

Erin Heatherton’s Workout

Lindsay Ellington’s Leg Workout

Miranda Kerr’s Workout

Selita’s Workout P1 & P2

BODY ROCK

Cardio Exercise

Get Hot Cardio

Kiss My Tight Booty

Feel The Burn

Tight, Toned, Trim

BRAZIL BUTT LIFT:

Brazil Butt Lift Disk 1

INSANITY

Fit Test

Plyometric Cardio Circuit

Cardio Recovery

Pure Cardio

Cardio Abs

Core Cardio & Balance

Max Interval Circuit

Max Interval Plyo

Max Cardio Conditioning

Max Recovery

Insane Abs

Max Interval Sports Training

Upper Body Weight Training

Jillian Michaels
30 Day Shred:

Level 1
Level 2

Level 3

Ripped in 30:

Week 1
Week 2
Week 3
Week 4

6 Week 6 Pack:

Level 1

Level 2

Banish Fat Boost Metabolism

No More Trouble Zones

Yoga Meltdown

Carmen Electra:

Aerobic Striptease

Fit to Strip

In the Bedroom

The Biggest Loser:

Biggest Loser 30 Day Jump Start Workout

Biggest Loser Cardio Max Workout

Biggest Loser Weight Loss Yoga

Biggest Loser Boot Camp Workout

Turbo Jam:

T3 - Totally Tubular Turbo

Cardio Party Mix 1

Cardio Party Mix 2

Cardio Party Mix 3

Fat Blaster

P90X:

Chest and Back/Ab Ripper X

Plyometrics

Legs and Back

Yoga X

Cardio X

Kenpo X

Shoulders and Arms

Core Synergetics

Stretch X

Chest, Shoulder, and Triceps

Back and Biceps

Tone It Up:

Bikini Abs & Thighs

Sandcastle Workout

Bikini Blast Circuit Workout

Bikini Beach Bum Workout

POP Pilates:

Intense Ab Workout

Saddlebag Shaver

Tricep Toner

Butt Blaster

New Body Make Over

Back Attack

Inner Thighs and Calves

Inner Thigh Insanity

Stretching for Flexibility

Summer Slim Down pt 1

Summer Slim Down pt 2

Arm Attack

Lower Belly Pooch Attack

Thighs, Core, and Shoulders

Legs and Thighs

Beginners Total Body

Crazy Core Workout

Serious Standing for Legs, Butt, Obliques

Love Handles Exterminator

Obliques Ultimate

You’ve Got Abs Challenge!

Flat Abs Challenge

3 Minute Ab Challenge

Slimming Inner Thighs & Calves

Standing Pilates for Legs, Butt & Obliques

Super Butt Workout

Yoga

Dashama Sun Salutations video

Dashama Sun Salutations 2 video

Dashama Hip Stretches

Tara Stiles Bend It Like Tara video

sadienardini 40 minute yoga weight loss videos  Part 1Part 2Part 3Part 4

exercisetv.tv Yoga Fitness Plus 45 minute video

exercisetv.tv Beginner Yoga 20 minute video

exercisetv.tv Yoga Sculpt 30 minute video 

exercisetv.tv Yoga Fitness Fusion 45 minute video

Yogis Anonymous Hurts So Good Power Yoga 95 minute video

Yogis Anonymous Blissed Flow Yoga 90 minute

No Equipment Home Workout

RUNNING:

Couch to 5K

Post Running Stretch video from FlexibleWarriorYoga

littlelorelei:

As promised….How to grocery shop on a budget!
The first big grocery shop that you do is going to be expensive, probably around $120 dollars. But if you cough up that money and follow these tips, you won’t have to spend over $70 after that! These are my tips and tricks when I’m at the store. Please message me if you have some, I’d love to add to this list!
Buy frozen foods: I buy all my vegetables frozen. I also keep any type of bread product frozen and thaw it out as I need it. I throw out so much food because I don’t eat it in time. If you can buy it frozen, do. You save money and food this way. Check the labels to make sure you’re getting a quality product (no added sugar, flash frozen, etc.)
Take stock: What do you have? What do you absolutely need? Why the hell is there so much chicken in my freezer? What can you live without?
Buy sale items in bulk: We all know how expensive chicken breast can get. My favorite trick is to stock up on chicken breast when it’s on sale and freeze them in individual baggies to use when I need them. It might cost a few extra dollars now, but you’ll be smirking to yourself when you see people buying chicken for twice the price you paid. The same goes for cheese, another pricey item. Pasta and tuna are also some of my favs to stock up on.
Eggs. that is all.
Eat before you shop! Seriously, who hasn’t heard this tip? If you eat after a meal, you won’t have omgineedfoodrightnowfeeeeeedmeeee, goggles on.
Have the same dinner all week: This is something that has worked wonders for me. I plan what I am going to have for dinner and make tiny changes so I can keep the extra food purchases to a minimum. For example, I buy a pack of boca burgers every week. I change up the variety and the sides. I generally plan 2 or 3 days of food and then make different combinations of that food every day until I run out. (As an added bonus, I read in cosmo once (they are all knowing don’t even try to argue with me) that people who eat the same foods tend to not overeat because they aren’t overly excited about what they’re eating.)
Plan meals that have similar ingredients: this is similar to the last one. Make sure you aren’t buying meals that have completely separate (and costly) ingredients. For example, have all italian food one week, mexican the next. I was so guilty of having completely different meals when I first started eating healthy that I was spending way more than I should every week on food.
Leftovers! Don’t just throw out your leftover dinner. Put it in a salad, a sandwich, a wrap, a soup, the possibilities are endless! My favorite is when I have tacos, and the next day I use the leftovers to make a taco salad. 
Shop Around: This is where time comes into play. I suggest taking your “bare bones” grocery list (things that you buy every week), and going to all the different grocery stores in the area and comparing prices. I’ve found that buying Special K is much less expensive at Costco than it is at Stop and Shop. Almond Milk is almost 75% less expensive at Trader Joes than Big Y. Big Y has crazy sales, Stop and Shop has good every day deals. Wal-Mart is good for those more expensive products you can’t ever find on sale.
Beans, beans beans! This is an EXCELLENT source of protein and SUPER cheap. If you have a dish, there’s a bean for that. This is a great substitute if you can’t afford meat.
Buy your foods unprepared: I will never understand the precut fruits and vegetables already assembled. If you are guilty of this, you are wasting SO MUCH MONEY! Take the time to buy things unprepared, and prepare it yourself. Don’t be lazy, know exactly what YOU are preparing. Plus, it’s usually more fresh.
Buy store brand: Yes, there are some things that you can’t find store brand, but if you can, buy it. Food companies and the grocery store get together and put the grocery store label on their food, true story. I’m not kidding. Same food, different package.
Buy in season: Asparagus in November is going to be expensive, but much less so in April and May. Cherries in February are not even worth considering, but much more affordable in Juen. Don’t buy packaged salad mixes or even bagged pre-washed lettuce. Buy the lettuce by the head. Check out farmers markets for some good deals on fresh, local produce. I sacrifice my berry eating for the most part in the winter just because prices are so ridiculous. I’ve also done the math, bagged apples and oranges tend to be less expensive than the loose variety. Plum tomatoes are also less expensive than most other varieties.
ALWAYS keep your eyes peeled for sales/coupons: I only buy most of my snack food when it is on sale. Granola bars, hummus, fiber one bars, they’re all expensive! This takes some flexibility with what you eat, but it also keeps things interesting not having the same thing every week. Look online for coupons, in magazines, make sure you have the grocery store savings card.
Start making things yourself: This can get tricky calorie wise, but if you’re up for the challenge, there are certain things you can make for almost nothing such as salsa, bread, nut butters, etc.
Don’t be gluttonous: I used to be guilty of this. If you have 2 snacks in your house, don’t buy another one. If you have eggs and cereal, you don’t need more breakfast items. Keep it simple, silly!
Go shopping on Friday night/early in the morning: Less people on a Friday night (or any night) and you can scoop up the Saturday deals before anyone else. Being an early bird also lets you snag those produce items from yesterday for almost nothing. These are usually located on a rack somewhere around the produce section. My mom and I once bought asparagus within 12 hours of each other. I paid 7 dollars, she paid 2. Mine went rotten first, true story.
Herbs/Spices: almost never have any calories, and keeps your food interesting! 
I no longer shop with a grocery list because I am pretty set in my ways and can make meals without recipes, this also leaves me flexibility with what I end up getting because I am only looking at sales. So that’s why I’m not suggesting you make a list, but if that works for you, then do!
Remember: be creative, be flexible, be smart!
Happy shopping!

littlelorelei:

As promised….How to grocery shop on a budget!

The first big grocery shop that you do is going to be expensive, probably around $120 dollars. But if you cough up that money and follow these tips, you won’t have to spend over $70 after that! These are my tips and tricks when I’m at the store. Please message me if you have some, I’d love to add to this list!

Buy frozen foods: I buy all my vegetables frozen. I also keep any type of bread product frozen and thaw it out as I need it. I throw out so much food because I don’t eat it in time. If you can buy it frozen, do. You save money and food this way. Check the labels to make sure you’re getting a quality product (no added sugar, flash frozen, etc.)

Take stock: What do you have? What do you absolutely need? Why the hell is there so much chicken in my freezer? What can you live without?

Buy sale items in bulk: We all know how expensive chicken breast can get. My favorite trick is to stock up on chicken breast when it’s on sale and freeze them in individual baggies to use when I need them. It might cost a few extra dollars now, but you’ll be smirking to yourself when you see people buying chicken for twice the price you paid. The same goes for cheese, another pricey item. Pasta and tuna are also some of my favs to stock up on.

Eggs. that is all.

Eat before you shop! Seriously, who hasn’t heard this tip? If you eat after a meal, you won’t have omgineedfoodrightnowfeeeeeedmeeee, goggles on.

Have the same dinner all week: This is something that has worked wonders for me. I plan what I am going to have for dinner and make tiny changes so I can keep the extra food purchases to a minimum. For example, I buy a pack of boca burgers every week. I change up the variety and the sides. I generally plan 2 or 3 days of food and then make different combinations of that food every day until I run out. (As an added bonus, I read in cosmo once (they are all knowing don’t even try to argue with me) that people who eat the same foods tend to not overeat because they aren’t overly excited about what they’re eating.)

Plan meals that have similar ingredients: this is similar to the last one. Make sure you aren’t buying meals that have completely separate (and costly) ingredients. For example, have all italian food one week, mexican the next. I was so guilty of having completely different meals when I first started eating healthy that I was spending way more than I should every week on food.

Leftovers! Don’t just throw out your leftover dinner. Put it in a salad, a sandwich, a wrap, a soup, the possibilities are endless! My favorite is when I have tacos, and the next day I use the leftovers to make a taco salad. 

Shop Around: This is where time comes into play. I suggest taking your “bare bones” grocery list (things that you buy every week), and going to all the different grocery stores in the area and comparing prices. I’ve found that buying Special K is much less expensive at Costco than it is at Stop and Shop. Almond Milk is almost 75% less expensive at Trader Joes than Big Y. Big Y has crazy sales, Stop and Shop has good every day deals. Wal-Mart is good for those more expensive products you can’t ever find on sale.

Beans, beans beans! This is an EXCELLENT source of protein and SUPER cheap. If you have a dish, there’s a bean for that. This is a great substitute if you can’t afford meat.

Buy your foods unprepared: I will never understand the precut fruits and vegetables already assembled. If you are guilty of this, you are wasting SO MUCH MONEY! Take the time to buy things unprepared, and prepare it yourself. Don’t be lazy, know exactly what YOU are preparing. Plus, it’s usually more fresh.

Buy store brand: Yes, there are some things that you can’t find store brand, but if you can, buy it. Food companies and the grocery store get together and put the grocery store label on their food, true story. I’m not kidding. Same food, different package.

Buy in season: Asparagus in November is going to be expensive, but much less so in April and May. Cherries in February are not even worth considering, but much more affordable in Juen. Don’t buy packaged salad mixes or even bagged pre-washed lettuce. Buy the lettuce by the head. Check out farmers markets for some good deals on fresh, local produce. I sacrifice my berry eating for the most part in the winter just because prices are so ridiculous. I’ve also done the math, bagged apples and oranges tend to be less expensive than the loose variety. Plum tomatoes are also less expensive than most other varieties.

ALWAYS keep your eyes peeled for sales/coupons: I only buy most of my snack food when it is on sale. Granola bars, hummus, fiber one bars, they’re all expensive! This takes some flexibility with what you eat, but it also keeps things interesting not having the same thing every week. Look online for coupons, in magazines, make sure you have the grocery store savings card.

Start making things yourself: This can get tricky calorie wise, but if you’re up for the challenge, there are certain things you can make for almost nothing such as salsa, bread, nut butters, etc.

Don’t be gluttonous: I used to be guilty of this. If you have 2 snacks in your house, don’t buy another one. If you have eggs and cereal, you don’t need more breakfast items. Keep it simple, silly!

Go shopping on Friday night/early in the morning: Less people on a Friday night (or any night) and you can scoop up the Saturday deals before anyone else. Being an early bird also lets you snag those produce items from yesterday for almost nothing. These are usually located on a rack somewhere around the produce section. My mom and I once bought asparagus within 12 hours of each other. I paid 7 dollars, she paid 2. Mine went rotten first, true story.

Herbs/Spices: almost never have any calories, and keeps your food interesting! 

I no longer shop with a grocery list because I am pretty set in my ways and can make meals without recipes, this also leaves me flexibility with what I end up getting because I am only looking at sales. So that’s why I’m not suggesting you make a list, but if that works for you, then do!

Remember: be creative, be flexible, be smart!

Happy shopping!

halfhissize:

The fact about sleeping: Actually, it decreases only for the time period during which you are asleep. Once you wake up and become more active again, then it goes back up to its normal level.

halfhissize:

The fact about sleeping: Actually, it decreases only for the time period during which you are asleep. Once you wake up and become more active again, then it goes back up to its normal level.

(Source: grimsbyretreat)

Gym!

Today I gymed :) I started with a 5 min jog to loosen my muscles before going and doing squats and lunges with a 20 pound weight. Then I biked for 20 mins. I can’t walk down stairs without feeling like I’m gonna wipe out.
When I came home I rewarded myself with 1/2 cup of Greek yogurt. It’s actually delicious.
It’s my 3 month anniversary tonight with Tim so we are going to the movies. We are seeing the Lorax! :)

Lunchtime! 
Tomato soup made with water with fresh pepper and a sprinkle of parmesan cheese. 
Tomato sandwich on rye with salt, pepper and a little butter.
Skim milk. 
Read with white fang :)

Lunchtime!
Tomato soup made with water with fresh pepper and a sprinkle of parmesan cheese.
Tomato sandwich on rye with salt, pepper and a little butter.
Skim milk.
Read with white fang :)